Friday, May 14, 2010

Oddities

Struggling a little today - anxiety is sitting heavy about my weekend away. Yes I did just type that. I am going for a hiking and spa overnight with a few friends, and though I know I will have fun, I am uneasy. It's great being me.

I have to shake off the worries:
- K will be happy to have a weekend here without me around
- J will feel miss me (a little - time with JBL and K will blot me from her mind, for sure)
- General uneasiness being away from JBL - don't ask, I don't really understand it either
- General need to be close to home/secure my hermit-like tendencies

The weekend will be good and healthy and I will have fun. I'm just glad I can write this stuff here, hopefully helping to shelve my oddities.

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